I'm in love. Hopelessly head over heels in love! My boyfriend's name is Dallin and he is the most amazing guy. He is head over heels for me as well. It's so magical. I have butterflies in my tummy all the time and a smile on my face.

He is turning 27 this month. He is a web designer. He is also in charge of and takes care of his autistic brother. He loves the outdoors and adventure. He is higher than a black belt in a few martial arts. He plays guitar beautifully. He is a tall slim redhead. I can talk to him about anything. He is intelligent, sweet, kind, genuine, and loving. I couldn't ask for more in a man.

I have never felt this kind of love before. I know I have been in love before but this is so much more pure and intense than I have ever felt. It's absolutely wonderful. He makes me so happy and I make him happy. We really treasure eachother. It's perfect.

I know this is a really mushy blog, but I just feel like screaming it from the rooftops!

The sad thing is that I was going on lots of dates with several people but Dallin completely stole my heart. But when I became his girlfriend I sadly broke a few hearts of a few great guys. I really wish that my love for Dallin didn't have to come at the expense of hurting others.

One of the guys I was going on dates with is a really awesome person, and he's really struggling with the fact that I am now taken. I'm not sure how to handle the situation properly. He's feeling that he somehow doesn't measure up because he didn't win my heart. I hate that. He is a great guy and deserves great things. But I just fell in love with Dallin. How do I help him understand that it has nothing to do with him not measuring up? I'm really lost as to how to help him feel better.

Another one of the guys is pretty angry about it. I finally had to cut off contact with him because he was starting to scare me with his jealousy and obsessive stalker behavior.

The other guys have taken the news pretty well. It's just those two. I really hate that my happiness had to take away from someone elses.

But I am happy. Happier than I can ever remember being.

I get a new niece and nephew this weekend! Nancie (oldest brother's wife) is in labor right now with a new niece! :D I hope everything is going ok. They live in Montana. Then the sister in law I live with (my younger brother's wife) is being induced tomorrow and will have a boy either tomorrow or Monday! WOW!

Thursday night, I had a dance performance for the end of the semester. I was supposed to dance in 3 of the dances because I am in 3 of the dance classes. First I danced a westcoast sugar-push & Lindy Hop swing piece to Michael Jackson's "Beat it" It went really well! I only messed up once! YAY! Then the next one I was in was a Tango and I did REALLY well. It was so fun! Then I was supposed to dance in a eastcoast swing piece but I didn't get to :( One of the girls kept not showing up to class or to practice so we assumed she wasn't going to be in the performance so I had been practicing with her partner. But she showed up and demanded to perform so I just said I would sit it out so there wouldn't be a bigger conflict. Oh well. :D Overall the performance was awesome. I had several friends show up to support me along with my parents. Dallin was there and so was one of the guys I had been going on dates with. The other guy brought me 2 dozen roses to the performance. wow! Dallin had recently given me a dozen striped roses so I have a lot of roses in my room now haha! I feel very loved.

So yeah that's been what I have been up to. :D